finally got my pay today for last month.... but i still have to wait a few more days as its in the form of a cheque... damn.... i'm so very broke.... and i got a little pissed juz now when i found out that my friend who was in another department got a little more than me... i mean, he took more off days, he had more mcs than me, and yet he got paid more than me.... i felt that justice had not been done.... i think the problem lies not with him but with his supervisors.... they had most probably closed one eye and let him off on a couple of occasions..... cause i know my amount is right.... i calculated it over and over again and even asked my supervisor to show me how the calculation is done.... but what to do..... i can't do anything.... whatever man....

2 days more to the end of my attachment.... i don't know how i'm supposed to react... should i be happy? or should i be sad? whatever the case, i shall leave the company with great memories.... today has to be the most boring day at work ever! the 2 guys in charge together with me and my other attachment mate from ntu had totally nothing to do.... we were juz staring into space, chatting with each other or juz walking around aimlessly.... haha... cause all our work were done and there was nothing left to do until the next phase sets in, by which time i'll be gone! haha.....at one point, i was juz playing around with my chair, swinging round and round.... they muz have thought i was crazy or something.... but who cares, i'm leaving in 2 days anyways!

oh ya, i received zin and chantel's gift yesterday.... haha... thanks babies! you are the best babies ever! hah... i had already suspected that something was up as the both of them had been acting weird for the past week... and then last friday chantel had blurted out to me that they had sent me something.... haha.... you girls can't keep secrets lah! but thanks once again! i'll like whatever you girls give me! rock on! cheers!


Riz lost himself at 1/26/2005 09:11:00 pm

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yea, its my birthday today.... wait a min, i mean yesterday.... haha... seriously, i don't feel anything special bout it... to me its juz another day when i wake up and do the stuff that i normally do.... i've not really celebrated my past birthdays anyway.... but i muz admit i did get a little more attention today from the people around me.... and i shall not be complaining bout that..... went to school with my little sister tagging along behind me.... haha.... yea, i brought her to nyp today.... juz showed her around and stuff before i met up with akil and the rest..... and was pleasantly surprised when miss sharon passed me something for my birthday.... haha... thanks sharon! not forgetting akil and the rest too... thanks for the jersey..... you dudes rock! i saw lots of familiar faces today.... it was so cool.... haha... people like mr mark, lawrence,the pals, and also the german club staff.... haven't seen them for a very long while.... even managed to use my "inner contacts" to help my sis skip a certain game part juz so that she could make a gingerbread for taufik.... haha.... sis, you muz thank me ok! oh yah, i also want to thank zin for all her birthday wishes and for constantly reminding me that i'm old.... thank you so much for that yah.... and for all those who wished me, thanks alot! and to tiff, i smsed you that day cause i was juz bored to death at work and not because i wanted to remind you of anything ok! i seriously wasn't thinking of that at all! haha... but thanks anyway.... and of course i know you're attached! who are you kidding?! haha....

hmmm.... i'm now a year older..... i'm old.... i think i've really aged all these while.... those who have seen me will probably agree that i look really old.... i'm no longer as youthful as i used to be.... so sad..... hah.... in bout 6 months, i'll be saying goodbye to nyp as i prepare to head down to tekong.... is that a good thing? maybe.... i'm ready baby! as ready as i can ever be!! haha.... but first, i'll have to survive a much tougher task.... the dreadful and most feared of them all.... the project phase.....


Riz lost himself at 1/23/2005 02:01:00 am

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what's the date today? oh yea, its the 19th.... 10 more days and i'll be free from the clutches of this evil company.... haha.... i make it sound as if i hate my attachment company so much... which is not the case... i actually feel kind of sad to leave it now.... the only thing i hate bout it is that i always get my freaking allowance late... what siah.... if the allowance is a lot, i wouldn't mind waiting.... but its NOT! but fret not, i'll be going back to nyp!!! woo hoo!! well, that cheered me up a bit....

nyp's open house started today.... when i saw all those advertisements on the newspapers, i couldn't help but reminisce bout the open house last year.... damn, i miss helping out for events such as this.... i don't know why, but i juz love helping out at events like this, the bigger the better! hah.... i juz find it really really fun.... though sometimes the responsibilities can be huge, and you have to put in a lot of your time and effort, not forgetting the huge stress and sleepless nights that you will have to face, i still find it very satisfying..... man, i sound sadistic.... never mind bout that.... i juz wanna get back to nyp soon... maybe i'll be going back to nyp with akil and beng this sat juz to take a look at the stuff there... and maybe we might juz see some familiar faces.... well cheers peeps, take care!


Riz lost himself at 1/19/2005 08:56:00 pm

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ok,ok.... i admit.... i am stupid!! no wait, i'm incredibly stupid!!! yea.... screw me.... stupid rizal....


Riz lost himself at 1/10/2005 06:04:00 pm

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hello there... its now the new year.... but nothing has changed.... everything's still the same everywhere..... last sun, i went to down to the national stadium to catch the semi final match between singapore and myanmmar.... i was with dzar, hafiz and baby zin... yea, baby zin went to the match... i was surprised too... haha... well, the match is totally the worst soccer match i have ever seen in my life in terms of the sportsmanship and the attitude of the players and the supporters... it is even worse than the match between singapore and bahrain a few years ago which saw our very own supporters throwing all kinds of stuff that they could get their hands on onto the bahrain players.... it was sick and disgusting.... but what i saw on sun was worse.... the myanmar players seriously need to get a life.... they were picking up a fight whenever they could.... they are the worst soccer players i have ever seen in my life.... sorry zin, but i have to say this, i despise and look down on those myanmar players..... pardon me, my anger is only directed at the 11 myanmar players on the pitch plus 1 asshole on the bench who actually threw a bottle onto one of our players' head.... i have nothing against myanmar but these 12 players makes my blood boil.... their tackles were horrendous yet they bloody can't take it when an action is taken against them.... zin's right, they need anger management classes.... and i thought i had seen it all... but i was wrong.... i was seeing singapore fans getting into scuffles with the myanmar fans.... they were fighting each other, and i think this was caused by the events happening on the pitch.... the myanmar side felt they had been dealt an injustice blow.... the singapore fans aren't exactly angels either.... they felt angered by the myanmar players' actions but still, they shouldn't resort to violence.... that makes you juz the same as them.... and i actually saw one big group of skinheads from the singapore side running towards the myanmar side to join in the scuffles..... sigh.... what is happening to us..... we are supposed to be civilised people..... and some STUPID singaporean asshole actually throw a paper ball at zin.... poor baby zin... what the hell is the matter with you people, she's HARMLESS! she was there juz to support her team, that's all.... it wasn't as if she killed your parents or something.... get a life! stop making paper balls for fun and throwing them at people you don't like from afar and then laughing together with your pals and thinking you are SO GREAT!! go to hell..... bunch of bloody cowards.... i think you guys have no balls so you resorted to making paper balls to console yourselves..... once again, i have to say this.... i despise and look down on you cowards!! i spit on your worthless souls!!


Riz lost himself at 1/04/2005 10:09:00 pm

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